Sitting alone in the living room. Listening to the birds and the reef tanks. Not in a bad mood, not in a great mood. Just thinking about my life, the future. What needs changing and what needs to happen.
My birthday is today and that's ok. I turned thirty. I remember I was eighteen I didn't think I'd live this long. I celebrated over the weekend with my friends and had a lot of fun. Drank absinthe and sake. Ate expensive cheeses. Ran outside to stare at the supermoon and was impressed by its glow.
Lots of anxiety, insecurity, and stress but I don't much feel its weight right now. I have stuff to look forward to. Stuff to do. A cross country move. Shopping for a car. Thinking about a tiny little store. About photos. About music. About books. Movies. So much to do.